Writer's Block: If I could find my way

If you could turn back time, how far back would you go?

Until some weeks ago I would desperately want to go back like 5 years ago.When I was a young girl in love and hoped that life will be so beautiful in the future.
But since some recent events in my life, I decided that I just want to look forward to the better things.Because I finally see some better things rising in front of me  So no past for me anymore,just future.